from nagaoka with love

My heart broke to see this.  The story is very similar to mine. three siblings all girls she was the eldest the disease related to brain  died on the 1st of Syawal The only thing that makes the difference is I didn't have time to put on her baju Raya.  All were ready, I planned for us to wear baju raya and have a family photo on the hari raya, no matter what condition she was in.  I took both of her sisters to KL, just to celebrate raya with her. But Allah's plan was the opposite.  What I have lost was never meant to remain in my life.  What has come into my life was meant to come. I do not waiver on this belief. Believing in God doesn't make the pain go away.  It makes it manageable- there is ease and relief coming. Believing in God doesn't remove the wound, but it bandages it and helps it heals. Believing in God and fate is what reminds me that everything I experience serves a purpose. Knowing that Allah encompasses all things in His wisdom makes me ...

Yesterday we had Imah Fauzi & family coming over to our house.  They were our old good friends once we were in Nagaoka.  It was good to catch up with each other while reminiscing our sweet memories together back in Nagaoka.  Their son, Fauzan was once Dada's best friend. Here is the photo of them. 😍 Fauzan is now a grown-up boy, studying in MTD. Good luck to you Fauzan! They have 2 new addition to the family after coming back to Malaysia, Fariha and   Fateha, while we only have 1 (Inara) Thank you for coming Imah, I'm looking forward to meeting you again. Hope our friendship lasts till Jannah💖 

 I was checking the WhatsApp status when I saw this. I was saddened. My heart gloom. I then forwarded the picture to our family's WhatsApp group, captioned,  " Kawan kak Dada kat SEHEBAT grad arini", only to seeing Pyan reply this "😭". And I know he feels the same. 😢😢